Being Me 2

The other day my new boss who is very chatty, saying some terms that is very often. So, I was wondering if he has limited vocabulary,jokingly. He said “Maybe” and laughing then left. A few minutes later he came back and this conversation occurred : “Is that big word for you?” “I look at him. “What? Vocabulary? “Yes” I was laughing. I feel downgraded. “No,” I said. And then I continue again. “You know when I was in Indonesia I was English teacher, I can speak English better than most English.” “Fuck off! My boss said and left me again. I laugh freely. I think that was funny. Really funny. The next day, when we met again he asked me . “So, you were English teacher ?” I nod, smile. He smile. That kind of situation, that people underestimate me is very, very often occurred to me. Just because I am quiet. I never show off about anything. I hardly tell anybody about myself. Is that important? I can live without. I only tell things only in job interview, if necessary. Not many person I can trust in this world. But, when there was time I have to express my opinion about things, people also misunderstand me. Some people think who am I? Some others think I am weird. People different. We don’t have to be the same. I like being me. I am happy being me.

BB CREAM

First time noticed this two words ‘BB Cream’ because I opened a cosmetic website which I recently interested into the products. But, then I noticed it everywhere actually. I thought, what the hell is that? Investigating into the wording of the explanation, I guessed it’s a kind of foundation. A few days later I remembered to do searching about it. It stands for (according Wikipedia) blemish balm. Blemish base and then beauty balm and with a lot of explanation. BB cream is promoted as an all-in-one facial cosmetic product to replace serum, moisturizer, primer, foundation, and sun block. It can be worn alone as a tinted moisturizer, over serum and moisturizer as a regular foundation, and under powder, depending on the desired amount of coverage. When I read this ‘definition’ I thought : mix of everything? Scary! I remember months before I got new serum product from UK cosmetic brand free ( because I bought other cosmetic items ). So, I tried on me a week later. I always be suspicious with any new cosmetic products that stick on my face, other than, moisturizer, foundation and powder(compact/loose). I apply on my face exactly like applying moisturizer because it feel like one. But then, just a few second later I can feel the smoothness on my face. Maybe other people who has ‘bad or worrying skin’ feel amazed with it. But, this smoothness I feel it on my finger as well. So, ts the cream! Nothing to do with my skin. Wherever this cream stay it will create this smoothness effect. It’s just camouflage really. So, back to BB cream. I will never try it. I just don’t believe it does something good to my skin. My skin still good until now I am forty six years old anyway. Everybody said I look ten years younger.