Being Me

People that seem the strongest are usually the most sensitive. People who exhibit the most kindness are usually the first to get mistreated. The ones who take care of others all the time are usually the ones that need it the most. The first time I came across those quotes, I pointed to myself. That’s me. I spent years and years to help and understand others ( the people who I supposed to help and understand?), and I never asked them to help and understand me back until the point I felt tired and need their understanding on my circumstances. I wanted to stop to help and understand them. What I got then was mistreated. Many people actually are very-very selfish. Today my husband almost make me cry again, because suddenly , out of the blue he said after our little brunch at some café, that me, after 10 years marriage, is still the most nicest person he ever know. My husband was a teacher for 30 years. He met thousand of parents, and thousands of students, hundreds of colleagues and friends, he never met a person with warm personality like me and deep like ocean. Only my husband treat me well in my life, because he loves me and he know how to love somebody like me. The first time he made me cry was, when he said that he wanted to mend my broken heart through email. I just cried and cried in front of computer. I knew he meant it. That’s why I married my husband. I have right decision. We still love each other until know.