When somebody ask me who is your first love. I do not have the real answer. Because I do not know the answer for myself. I should try to remember first, when I understand what love is.
When the first time I like to watch one of my male friends at high school because he was good looking, I even did not know yet that word exist ( hik …hik ...) Then, when I have my first boyfriend, I did not know that I love him or not, because when we broke up, I was just fine, just thinking he was a bit stupid really. After that I have a few more boy friends. One of them make me broken a bit. After those failure I started thinking about the meaning of love. Because I needed to get one desperately.
When I say need to get one, I have to be ready to give one as well. That’s problem. In this real world not many people well prepared to love somebody else . Who will I believe to have my love. Was I complicated person?
So, who my fisrt love? If somebody I had crush with the first time, that mean the boy at my high school that I even do not remember the complete name. If somebody that I had all kind of crazy feeling, that mean somebody that broke my heart and I still can picture him, but I do not have those feeling anymore.
When , I found one who love me and I love him as much, that was the end of my journey.
So, how about you?
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